Friday, September 30, 2011.
By watermelonsundaee on Friday, September 30th, 2011
I don’t really have time to say much because it’s 2:17pm if I let myself it’ll be 3 before I know it and well, I have to go to work. But I just thought I’d let you in on how you made me feel today. Well, you do so continuously…but today was just…special you could say.
Lying naked and laughing with you was the best time I’ve had with you in…I don’t know how long. Now, usually this would imply that we need more fun like that and that it doesn’t happen too often…but no. Not in this case.
I just meant that today was like…more than fun. It was a great fucking time. I mean, all the time I spend with you tends to be a great fucking time. But today was even greater. The greatest in a while. And if you feel the way I do, you’ll know that’s pretty damn huge.
I’ve always told you that your laugh is my favorite. And today I made you laugh so hard for so long and I was just utterly content with every second of it.
You make me stupendously happy. STUPENDOUSLY BABY. I didn’t even remember that word was part of my vocabulary!!!
I fucking love you so much Wayne. And I can’t wait until I can kiss you again.
❦
“
No te amo como si fueras rosa de sal, topacio
o flecha de claveles que propagan el fuego:
te amo como se aman ciertas cosas oscuras,
secretamente, entre la sombra y el alma.
Te amo como la planta que no florece y lleva
dentro de sí, escondida, la luz de aquellas flores,
y gracias a tu amor vive oscuro en mi cuerpo
el apretado aroma que ascendió de la tierra.
Te amo sin saber cómo, ni cuándo, ni de dónde,
te amo directamente sin problemas ni orgullo:
así te amo porque no sé amar de otra manera,
sino así de este modo en que no soy ni eres,
tan cerca que tu mano sobre mi pecho es mía,
tan cerca que se cierran tus ojos con mi sueño.
”
Soneto XVII, Pablo Neruda (via eggplantavenger)
❦
September 06, 2011.
By watermelonsundaee on Tuesday, September 6th, 2011
Mkay. So as I said I would, I was sitting here trying to think of ways to bug you with happiness. I was thinkin’ about taking pictures of myself being well, cute, of course, and silly and whatnot. Just to make you smile. And I thought HMM IF ONLY I COULD JUST POST HELLA PICTURES ON TUMBLR AND LINK HIM. Then it hit me.
I can. :)
Maybe you’ll use this too, maybe you won’t, but I think I will. It could be a place where we write each other. And keep it in a cute…log-like thing. If you’re down.
If not just sit back and I’ll do it for you.
Cause I love you. And everything about you.<3
❦
